如题，每周六晚上就开始一点恐慌，生怕时间过的太快。。。

简单的早餐，并且还算丰富，灯光有一点刺眼，颜色没有这么丑

眼看就要熬出头，偶尔做做梦。

等我毕业，一定好好学烘焙，来了这么久，一直还是买蛋糕吃。。

等我毕业，一定把荒废的舞捡起来，看了<yellow>,到现在都醉在里面出不来。

等我毕业，一定每周都画画，至少布满墙面。

等我毕业，一定慢慢拾起文字，因为太久没真正写过东西。

等我毕业，一定会把早餐做的像个样，不想他再饿肚子一上午。

等我毕业，一定养一只狗狗，品种必须是金毛。

等我毕业，一定开始学钢琴，这个要求under negociation.

等我毕业，一定把家布置得像个样子，而不仅仅是干净......

等我毕业，一定会重新在院子里种花，娇艳的让过路人留连。

等我毕业，一定周末去海边,camping 或者tanning,看考拉钻进帐篷。

 

都是些看似简单的要求，两年中对我来说却是奢望。

 

依旧很忙，忙到没空抱怨也没空感激。只是觉得自己在organize时间上有进步了。其实，是很多事情逼着你同时完成的时候，不得不进步，这样也好，脑子永远不会停的在转，不会傻掉。就好像，已经习惯了deadline之前6小时才开始写作业，只给自己6小时，没退路。从原来曾经的焦头烂额，现在已经可以腾出时间每周去喝茶，咖啡，学车，网球，电影，shopping和享受lygon下午的阳光。。。。这点，要感谢lu，还有Ian也告诉过我，管理时间的重要性。

 

最近迷上白葡萄酒，发现酒单上随便一款，都不贵，却很好喝，自己试着买了两款，不是味道，全用来做菜了。这个维子有机会传授一下吧。

 

和他有了个不小的计划，挺开心的，好像是有史以来除了“吃喝玩乐”之外唯一的一个共同目标。。。呵呵。尽管“ 生命之精彩，全在于吃喝玩乐吧”引自lulu（another one)。

 

有些事情，还有磕拌。不过yy说的很对，越亲密的人，有时就越需要磨合。

这次怎么这么喜欢引别人的话。

 

连续两天，梦见自己date Wentworth Miller!!!(Michael Scofield），并且很Bitch的于第二天就cheating on him......梦的真实程度让我每次醒来都十分失望，哈哈哈。表扁我Xixi和YY .

 

还有一事。亲爱的G，表怪我，任务最近一定完成！！

Hey, u.

I have no idea whether you guys have seen my space, or maybe not since I barely told u... I had separated my personal life and study/work for a long time, I dun’t believe they could be overlapping until yesterday I received the booklet Mark kept for me. I read it word by word, watching many smiling faces, then for the first time I realized how much I’ve missed all this and how important the studio for me. I mean, probably that’s the last studio in my whole life. And the very last chance for engaging in such a lager and NICE group. To be honest, I’ve never treated studio as my priority(except some of my friends), or even serious thing…. I radically support “drop in"model rather than “live in” in terms of the pedagogy argument. I never stay in studio for another second after finishing my critic or presentation, let alone working there. I dun’t even know the last name of some of u……. I complain about the prolonged hours and behave impatiently. I rushed my piece in booklet randomly and did not attend the collective shot, coz I always consider I dun’t belong to there………I’ve missed so many gatherings for some reason, (alrite, sorry I always got reasons, sometimes even too lazy to get out…..)

 

I was beaten by all ur words, suddenly became emotional n’ cried (so embarrassed since I was on the tram….) i am so happy with the first impression of me u described.

Then a Series of shots just flashing in my head

 

The first time I steped in that room and felt scared.

The first time Sagar accompanied me walking out of the campus and told me to be confident.

The first wonderful night I spent with joy and Peiwah as well as dumplings.(how r u Peiwah? Have not seen u for long)

The first night we hang out at the small bar opposite to Tram No.19, Ruth raised her chips and said: “ Ada, eat more….” Also I ordered orange juice on that day without any alcohol…….(dun’t laugh at me……)

The awful day Caro pulled me towards her when I crushed Lara’s model accidentally and in a complete daze.

I Missssssssssssssssssss u Caro.

Also, Yuyuen and Kerlina reminded me of my idea when I stucked to say a single word.

     Mark helped me out with my unreadable essay……

     Somesh’s beautiful earrings.

     ……….

Actually I remember every single moment  we shared and will never forget.

thank u for bringing me such a great memory.

FORTUANTELY, I can still see all of u around coz I saw that” working in Melbourne” under ur photos.haha….

 

Love

Ada

 

慢热没什么好，有时候慢到已经失去了才知道珍惜......

昨天去取留在Mark那里的毕业册子，在他office门口看到高高瘦瘦的他跑出来

“Hey, u look professional"

" so do u".........

回来的路上慢慢翻看，才知道我已经结束了可能使我人生中的最后的一个“集体生活” 

You can always count on Chocolate to cheer up.

A delicate chocolate box from lygon st.